“Every time you don’t follow your inner guidance, you feel a loss of energy, loss of power, a sense of spiritual deadness.” ~Shakti Gawain
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Friends
I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do. ~Edward Everett Hale
Time
Time is what we want most, but… what we use worst. ~William Penn
Human
We each need to make peace with our own memories. We have all done things that make us flinch. ~Surya Das
Otherwise
If God had wanted me otherwise, He would have created me otherwise. ~Johann von Goethe
Invisible Veins
Beyond my body my veins are invisible.
~Antonio Porchia, Voces, 1943,
translated from Spanish by W.S. Merwin
Breath of Madness
Today I felt pass over me
A breath of wind from the wings of madness.
~Charles Baudelaire
Sleeping Lady
On the ROCKS!
Stuck between a rock and a hard place? Yes, as usual. Slowly I have adapted to my current work requirements, and due to a lack of needed employees my hours have been bumped from only 29 to 40 hours. 40 hours a week is required for my life and finances, so there are no complaints about that. However, I am told around November/December part-time employees will be lucky to get any – that’s 0 hours.
I feel guilty or perhaps like I chose “wrong” to accept this current position. Perhaps if I stuck it out a little longer I would have found that full-time job that also makes my heart sing! I did get calls for interviews (one with a company I really wanted to work for) but I had already started my new job. I felt some moral obligation to stick with the company until at least training was finished and I could give proper notice.
However, I don’t really feel like this post is about my current work place or how many hours I will get. In reality, it’s about the feelings of turmoil underneath. Using responsibility and obligation, I tie stones around my neck so to speak. Doubting my decisions and finding ways to chastise myself for my decisions. Self-sabotage comes to mind. There are bigger issues at hand than my job, for me to work on! Stay POSITIVE people and always look towards the sun!
Whole New World
I’ve felt a bit lost in the big, wide ocean of life, but I can see the shore in the distance. It’s going to take work, but there is a whole new world out there kids.